Fact and Fantasy

I hate to see you go

but it's better that the hold

you had on me is loose

before the scenes of losing teeth

grip onto my dreams

It is not strange for me

to think of you with other men

In fact, it is a fantasy

that you are wed and happily

married.

Tiny Beast

It's not easy

but don't forget about it

just put it down

try again another lifetime

ages pass

the children get older

the new age

old propaganda

She's not tame

not like the other ones

a tiny beast

tramps on a small frame

I walked out

and slammed the door behind me

I stamped away

And shook the whole street

Lucid Games

Maybe you will change your mind

Waiting for the light to change

Something here doesn't feel right

You called me out of the blue

In the black of night

I stared at some images

they brought tears to my eyes

You were lying next to me

smiling like a wide eyed child

I was hidden in plain sight

locked behind an open door

Nothing feels quite like

when someone doesn't want

you anymore

Lately, everything around me

softly speaks your name

maybe it's my memories

playing lucid games

When you tried to call me

I ignored my phone

I saw the blinking,

heard the vibrating

Still, I left it alone

If I was by myself

I might have picked up

but I was out and with my friends

you were home and out of luck

Honest

Honestly It's a bad time

maybe you understand

I've been walking in the rain

I've been smoking again

I've been reaching out to you

with my invisible hand

grasping at superstition

pulling out whats real

Every dream takes time

It's better if you're fast asleep

I don't know, I don't mind

Falling in deep

You like to think you're like me

You like to think you know

I don't really know about that

honestly, I don't

Winter Girl

Small, tender, wild, and untamed.
Bright, pure, honest, and ripe.
Loud, quick, hungry, and anxious.
Impatient, impatient, impatient.
But, patient enough.
Eager, willing, and motivated.
Naive, at times, but aren't we all?
Slender, thin, and trim.
Tickled, sweet, and young.
Summer, Spring, and Fall.
A hot chocolate kind of Winter girl.